Just screams to me someone who plays the depressed game without ever living it.
Regardless of whether he ever came close to suicide and you make a compelling argument that it was more of an act, we’ll hear his account of it in the Second Edition of TRA which will be on a free PDF available for order on Amazon.
I can probably write it for him.
“Javi could not be convinced despite the ample evidence that he was being influenced by the Silvio hate mob. The call ended with a definitive statement: If I would not resign from TTATT, they would cease production altogether. My capitulation was complete, which brought back vivid memories of both my judicial committees. I buried my head in a pillow and wept bitterly thinking of all the work I had put into this project only see it go to waste. Without my leadership I could not see this project ever coming to fruition. Lives would never be saved and it was all due to the defamation campaign that Javi was now complicit in.
Defeated, I reached for the unopened bottle of Johnny Walker Blue. The Valium on the nightstand also beckoned. My resolve to commit this final act of surrender will chase the pain away. Taking a swig straight out of the bottle I solemnly reached for the pills. This shouldn’t take long. I reached for the picture of my girls to bid farewell. Next to their picture was the smirking photo of Stephen Lett I kept on my desk in the bunker. This image niggled inside the back of my head for a spell.
I could not let them win.
Not the Silvio mob, nor the Governing Body. I must be strong and fight on another day. My children needed me. I had over 700 loyal patrons who refused to believe the lies. Reaching for Karlo Novosel’s card, I made the call to his voicemail.
“Prosecute these criminals to the fullest extent of the law. I’m in this for the long haul”.